Have been trying to fall asleep for the last 4 hours but keep on rolling and rolling the past year in my mind.
Its not that its tough to move on. There is a must, but there is also a mysterious freaking me out future out there. Sitting in almost empty room with lots of junk i cant get rid of for the last 5 years and bring on with me in each "forever" trip Should I have just thrown it long time ago?,- Like those stuff u keep, get rid of and feel so much better. Will i ever? I am not sure, moreover, i am so emotional now. Cannot figure out if it s a move, or, just another bye i cannot say. I squeezed this place in my heart and put on a safe shelf, but seems there is no more empty space. I fell for this city. It was a love from first sight. But sometimes things are going in different directions, and whether i like it or not, there are choices to do. I chose to leave. Excited about my next career move though, but its still heart breaking, surprisingly, heart breaking. Point is, we start appreciate things when we understand we are loosing them... I appreciate my Home Kong..
Its not that its tough to move on. There is a must, but there is also a mysterious freaking me out future out there. Sitting in almost empty room with lots of junk i cant get rid of for the last 5 years and bring on with me in each "forever" trip Should I have just thrown it long time ago?,- Like those stuff u keep, get rid of and feel so much better. Will i ever? I am not sure, moreover, i am so emotional now. Cannot figure out if it s a move, or, just another bye i cannot say. I squeezed this place in my heart and put on a safe shelf, but seems there is no more empty space. I fell for this city. It was a love from first sight. But sometimes things are going in different directions, and whether i like it or not, there are choices to do. I chose to leave. Excited about my next career move though, but its still heart breaking, surprisingly, heart breaking. Point is, we start appreciate things when we understand we are loosing them... I appreciate my Home Kong..
...home is there u don't feel empty and depressed, there are u always have to do something not losing control and not thinking, "what is next???"
ReplyDelete...home is there are people u love all together happy to be with u anytime whatever happened, when they are truly in your heart forever!
Hong Kong now is like a part of my life and part of my heart, which i really appreciate, and more and more since i decided to move from there...
We had opened new horizont for all of us, lets run on top!)))
(p.s.
sushikla, mi za toboi vernemsya)