being afraid of something,

being single in my fears, 

waiting for the moment

when suddenly I have to pay for my trust.

being silly,

naive, 

may be too honest.

opening my heart 

and giving away the key from its lock,

drawing the horizon somewhere

it does not belong..

and never will.

but its fine..

i wont change. 

i will pay

for my trust,

for being me,

and if needed

i will go through it again,

if God wants.

He knows best.