Freakin'morning

I enjoy my life and consider myself lucky enough. But still there are moments when I think that my life is so far from what I want. Like, now, when I am sick. I didn't feel well for the last couple of days, and this night I woke up from sharp pain. I could hardly walk. I waited till morning to get to d hospital around my area. Unlucky for me, I was the only one who spoke english there. When I was tired to explain myself, I took a cab to another one. My point is that I don't have anyone to bring me to d hospital. Once I fainted in d morning at home. My knees were bleeding when I woke up. I was on d floor in d kitchen. It was an amazing sunny day behind the window. No one knew what was happening behind closed doors. It scares me so much. There is no button I can press on my phone so someone will run over. I have 1000 numbers on my address book. But the most important has different country code. I need changes.
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