Sunday, July 25, 2010

How shall I know if it is a right time for new beginning? There are things I am so not sure about. But there is something inside me, saying: “Take off! This is the time!”
Shall I listen to my internal voice? How many times  did I do things and regret? 
Frankly, I never regret any of my decisions. For some of you it might sound silly, but I live the way i feel. I love living on the edge and being impulsive. This is who I am. I say things i really mean. People might not accept it. Well, then we all save our time avoiding the wrong crowd. Why do some people play games pretending to be someone else? Why do some people spent their precious time with people they don’t want to be? Will be honest, I was one of those wearing mask every time I was leaving my apartment. It brought me nowhere. 
Now I don’t really care. I want to be as I am- nice and friendly, romantic, impulsive, silly, honest, straight forward. If you don’t like it, you can always walk away. 
It is said its hard to start over. But why do people say it?! I don’t start, I continue. Every chapter of my life is an amazing trip. Even though I am not sure if I am taken the shortest road. What I know best is who I am. I believe, dreaming and believing in yourself is the biggest power human being has. I smile at world and I know it smiles back at me. Eventually I will get what I want. I have faith. I keep on dreaming. I close my eyes every evening and imagine white wall in front of me. I draw whatever I want for myself.  The most amazing things are happening. The most important is to let them happen. 
I am not trying to write anything inspiring. I feel that something is changing and I am about to start a new chapter of my life. I am so happy to take the best with me- my friends. I am so blessed to have them in my life. I want to tell you guys, that you are making my life so incredible. 

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