Autumn moves on ..

Ups and downs

I hate when it comes to MY life! But i wont be' the same! I hate when these ups and downs come between me and ppl I love! Like recently happened with a friend of mine! I am not mentionig name, as dont want it to be taking out of the contest and interpreted in other way! The story is: i don't feel we are on d same road, mentally I think! Someone chose different way, and left me behind the fancy fence! 
But life is going on! Only a week ago I was going nuts of being completely alone by myself, with kinda broken head, heart whatever it was, and now, I am reborn! Its all about the way we think! The most important is to remember, tat no matter how tough today is, tomorrow will be ups- Life circle!
I am ready to face the hard choices I have to make! I am ready to dive in sparkling shit I adore and hate of the superficiality in the same time! And ready to work out on my mistakes in order to make myself better! I remember I was sitting with a friend in d car, and she told me: "I love you when u are here with no mask on, without this fake glitter, real you" I am happy that I have those real friends who can push me down from cloud number 9 or whatever it is! New season starts in September! Lotsa new projects, new home, new language and old luggage I'd never get rid of in a world!

Phrase of this month: don't be afraid to sleep with broken heart! Tomorrow can be a new story! Always 

Russ