feeling low

the day sucks! feeling low since woke up. Reading the the book my mom has left for me. I need something to distract me. Trip to BKK was a bit tiring. Sri Lanka Airlines- never again!
On saturday as soon as I arrived my phone rang like president's alarm. Everyone wanted to be on the list for Bob Sinclar performance. GY invited me for dinner in BS with Bob and some other friends. After dinner we had a terrific night. I was introduced to some guys from Chicago musical who perform in HK. I think they are. I am not sure, have some memory loss recently.I need to read more. Since i graduated I dont read much! Need to start. Mom's book is a nice start.
So today after lunch with Daria, I got home and was trying to download all the pics to my laptop, but something happened and all the pictures on my memory stick vanished. FUCKING MAC! There were so many pics and videos with Anna from Bangkok trip, pics from dinner on saturday and from DI! Sucks!

6pm. I m in bed. Feeling emotionally empty. Its a long story i dont really want to start....

this is what I wrote while i was in d plane. Some thoughts>>>
I used to live in bangkok for one year. It was really amazing time full of unexpected fun. When the plane touched the land dated  february 16 flight paris-bangkok, I had so many doubts about my intentions to stay there. Doubts were gone pretty soon as I met terrific people who made that place. I remember my first night out.on d way to koi in a cab I was asking myself tons of questions to stay or not. One week happened to become one month and so on. after I moved out from the place I used to call heaven (sg), i had so many moments when I was about to give up. As it came out, it was not about singapore at all, it was about people I love. Now when I came back to bangkok, I realized that place seemed different. I do have some true friends there, but  something is missing- People who made that place fun. I have a new home now. I do love it. was chatting to julia and she mentioned how boring singapore was. It was so much fun when I was there. I did grew up from student's shoes when the world spin around parties and alcohol. It does not anymore. I am happy to have people that can make any place happening and full of  fun.
About to land in HKG. Weather seems nice. Can't wait to see some of my crew who make my life amazing. Its time to be back.
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