may be this post will be a bit personal....
i guess there are certain amount of positive emotions per month or per week.
i reached my limit.
in deep emotional whole.
and there is no way to run..

may be there are other options
I guess I have never had them on my list before
I made mistakes
but no regrets
there is always a new page

i m afraid to look in d mirror. I am afraid to face the fact that someone I've become isn't a hero I've been dreaming of.  I am afraid that dreams I used to dream, aren't mine at all. I'm afraid to stay alone, even loving it, I hate it. I hate that I love it.