There are always ways out from any situation. There is always a door. But sometimes it takes ages to open it and close behind. You can be the strongest person, but happens that you cant even open the door and leave. I was so close to do that. But there were one way ticket. And i knew that if leave, i would never be able to come back. And I realised that i would never be able to leave. There are too much to leave behind. 'Cause my past is my present and my foundation for my future. But I guess the main argument is what my heart keeps- love.